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RudeBoy05
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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 4/1/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: I hang out just like every other teen. I love to listen to music, watch movies, and I am majorly into acting and drama. I also love forensics!!! I enjoy debating.
Expertise: I love to write. I find it one of the best ways to express myself. I have crappy spelling though....I am also very outspoken. I am never afraid to speak my mind.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/21/2003
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| HOOOLY SHIT!!!! This is the first post from me in months. The last time I posted I was still in high school, and it was before I went to Europe. I don't know why I am even posting. Well what has been going on.......uuummmm everything. I guess I should explain. Maybe later. Today was my first time voting, and boy was it swell. Right now I am just listening to myself dj on a demo cd I made. Its pretty cool, I guess. Maybe I will post again....soon. | | |
| I never post! Annie is going ok. I shaved my head for it...and my hair was so long. There was a huge turn out on Saturday night. 3 shows left. Europe is only 11 days away. I can't wait. For those who don't know yet, I am going to States in my DUO. Here is some creative blabber!
Hello, it's me again.
I know, I didn't mean to do it
again. They
Are all wathcing. Did
I offend someone?
They hate that. You just
put on the mask they've made for you, right?
Maybe I should dance with them, or for them.
I can, really, I promise.
Do you hear that crying?
It's not from no one. It's from the inside of a thing.
Shall we frame it. I like the waves.
Just close my eyes and jump in.
Swallow the world.
Will they remember or should I just feed them.
Maybe I will free the eyes or shed the sushi.
I better go wash the TV.
Bye, or hello, or none of the I's or you's (u's). ~*DoubLeSs DreAmer*~
~*AnDreW*~
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| Questions For a Boy and A Girl
1.)Is it bad I want to hold you, or you to hold me- from one kiss. Stranger, do you feel inside, or only hide. I know it isn't love, but is it wrong for me to hope we can be friends,maybe get to know if we are meant for more? Your beauty and innocence, my arms pulling you up to me. Be close, can we take a chance?
2.)To you oh beautiful one, I give you advice. I try to aid your life of love, but I can see me being your electricity and not him. Tell me, show me, can I be the one to send a wave through your body. Can I kiss those lips, those lips that don't fear to speak soul's truth?
~*AnDrEw*~ | | |
| I'll kiss whoever I want, I'll do whatever I want, I'll be me for me!
If I feel like sharing I will, if I don't why should you?
Are you my keeper, do you have an interest in me.
Do you manifest this through your idle chatter?
I say preach who I am to all who care to listen,
I know who the real me is and I want others to know me too,
but what I do is between me and not you, unless I do you! | | |
| So I was recently asked what my deepest darkest secret was. I thought about it and finally decided that I didn't have one, and then it clicked. "No I can't say that one. It isn't a secret or is it ?". Just because I don't share who I like with everybody doesn't make it a secret does it. I mean if someone asked me I guess I would tell them, right? I thought about this subject for a while and then thought, people already expect this from me. I guess I would be more open about it, but I am scared to loose some of the people who are so close to me. I know, if they don't know the true me or if they hate me when I tell them, then the friendship wasn't real. But I like this delusion, I feel safe. I am not going to surpress anything anymore now that I realize how much I am constraining myself. I just have to find out how to bring the obvious to her attention, and hope she still likes me. I found some old poetry I wrote about it. ~*A*~
Being stuck between one or the other.
Induring this heavy burden.
Settling for what my heart truely wants.
Everywhere I look I further confues myself.
X doesn't mark the spot, things aren't so clear cut.
Under this shroud of darkness I shall hide
Answering only what I need to
Leaving the rest to my feelings and my sexual intuition.- ~Doubtless (2\25\04)
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